In the night of weariness let me give myself up to sleep without struggle, resting my
trust upon thee.
Let me not force my flagging spirit into a poor preparation for thy worship.
It is thou who drawest the veil of night upon the tired eyes of the day to renew its sight
in a fresher gladness of awakening.
He came and sat by my side but I woke not. What a cursed sleep it was, O miserable
He came when the night was still; he had his harp in his hands, and my dreams
became resonant with its melodies.
Alas, why are my nights all thus lost? Ah, why do I ever miss his sight whose breath
touches my sleep?
Light, oh where is the light? Kindle it with the burning fire of desire!
There is the lamp but never a flicker of a flame - is such thy fate, my heart? Ah, death
were better by far for thee!
Misery knocks at thy door, and her message is that thy lord is wakeful, and he calls
thee to the love-tryst through the darkness of night.
The sky is overcast with clouds and the rain is ceaseless. I know not what this is that
stirs in me - I know not its meaning.
A moment's flash of lightning drags down a deeper gloom on my sight, and my heart
gropes for the path to where the music of the night calls me.
Light, oh where is the light! Kindle it with the burning fire of desire! It thunders and the
wind rushes screaming through the void. The night is black as a black stone. Let not
the hours pass by in the dark. Kindle the lamp of love with thy life.
Obstinate are the trammels, but my heart aches when I try to break them.
Freedom is all I want, but to hope for it I feel ashamed.
I am certain that priceless wealth is in thee, and that thou art my best friend, but I
have not the heart to sweep away the tinsel that fills my room.
The shroud that covers me is a shroud of dust and death; I hate it, yet hug it in love.
My debts are large, my failures great, my shame secret and heavy; yet when I come to
ask for my good, I quake in fear lest my prayer be granted.
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